Pas banget 32 minggu pregnancy ini, saya terinspirasi mau nulis surat cinta buat Lil Kicker, since I am a melodramatic mom-to-be and it seems like everybody's doing it. So here it goes..
Hello kiddo, it's been 8 months and two days that you are here inside me. And it's such a bless for Ayah and Ibu knowing that based our last doctor visit you are growing healthily. Biarpun dokter bilang Ibu harus diet gara-gara badanmu udah kegendutan padahal posisi kamu di perut Ibu masih sungsang. But it's okay kiddo, take your time. I believe you'll know what to do :)
First of all Ibu and Ayah would like to thank you, you know, for being here. Dulu karena nggak pernah kebayang sama Ibu harus menjalani kehamilan sendirian tanpa Ayahmu di samping Ibu, Ibu sempat menunda kehamilan di awal pernikahan dan mengalami that whole bleeding things yang Ibu akan ceritakan sama kamu in person, one day when you've understood everything.
Sampai akhirnya Ibu dan Ayah menyadari that we wanted you real bad, so we stopped the program. Dan tiga bulan setelahnya, I didn't get my period. You were there! I could tell you when and where we made you it happen, but that kind of detail, I'm sure you really don't wanna know. The most important thing is, you were there, so yay to that!
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| The Day We Know That You Were Here :") |
Awalnya Ibu berpikir Ibu nggak akan sanggup menjalani kehamilan with this whole long distance marriage thingy still going on between me and your Ayah. But you know what Nak? You make me stronger. Day by day, knowing that I had this tiny creature growing inside the womb. Knowing that this creature depends its' life on me. How scary is that? So thanks again Nak, you make us have this urge of being a better people for you.
Nanti, saat kamu udah besar, there are things I would love you to do, Nak..
Know your God. Worship HIM. That's the most important thing to do. Cause HE is the reason of us being here today, with all the countless blessings.
Love your self, do the passions of your life, and be best at those things. Ayah and Ibu won't force you to be the person you are not. Karena kamu nggak berhutang apapun pada Ayah dan Ibu, Nak. So feel free to live life the way you would.
Respect all of your family members. Only family who will always be there to catch you when you fall.
Be kind and sincere to others. Cause kindness and sincerity are hard things to find nowadays. But don't bother with other's judgment towards you. People do that all the time. Judging. So don't waste your energy on how people think about you. Never try to impress anyone. Just be kind.
Don't judge others easily. You don't walk in their shoes. If there's something you don't like about them just smile politely, and leave them alone.
Go to new places, meet new people, explore new things. Pengalaman akan membuat kamu kaya, percaya deh, sama Ibu. Mungkin ga semua tempat yang kamu datangi ramah dan ga semua orang yang kamu temui baik. Tapi akan banyak pelajaran yang kamu bisa ambil dari mereka. And that's, will definitely make you a better person I know you'll be.
Be honest. Not too bold like me, learn to speak your mind gracefully.
Believe in your self. You can do awesome things. Just because people doubt you, it doesn't mean you can't do it. Just put it in your mind, and do your best to achieve it. I believe you can. I know you can.
Watch TV serials with me, and go to the museum with your Ayah. That's how we enjoy our time, and we'd appreciate if you would join us.
Don't be that kind of norak kids who cried in the mall when they don't get the things they want from their parents. Nor those norak kids who keep running and screaming in their parents' office. Nor those norak kids who can't manage themselves di tempat umum. Itu bikin orang lain terganggu, dan bikin orang tua kamu dikira nggak bisa mendidik anaknya. So just don't ya, Kid!
Have good sense of humor. Hidup kadang ga terlalu ramah sama kita, Nak. A lil sense of humor will save the day eventually.
Have good taste of music. Serious. You can't get it from your Ayah though, but you can still get it from me. Hehehe.
Don't be afraid to be failed. Failure hurts, I know. But again, you still can learn a lot from it.
Falling in love. Sometimes it takes some time to find the right person. Sometimes it could also hurt us outta hell before we reach the destination, but then, the hurts will fade as the time past, but the sweet memories remain. Make you able to love the right person even better :)
Don't stop to give your Ayah a hug. This is important. Cause no matter how you've grew up, for him you'll always be his Lil Girl.
Understand that kadang mungkin kami akan melarang kamu melakukan beberapa hal, tapi percaya sama Ibu, it's because we love you too much.
So love us. Don't stop doing that. Don't stop doing that.
The list still goes on as you grow, Kid. Dan jangan lelah ya, there are things that I would you to learn about this life. Untuk sekarang, Ibu cuma berdoa supaya kamu selalu sehat sampai kita ketemu nanti. For now, I need you to learn to kick, and punch, and dance inside my womb, exercising your muscles. Meanwhile, Ayah and Ibu will prepare everything for your arrival. It's time for me to end this letter and stated the obvious : we love you, Lil Kicker.. You are the world to us.
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